without explanation
idling
myself
my dreams
crafting explanations
justifications why
I’m allowed to be
me
wasting energy
trying to convince you
turning my back
on me
afraid
i’ll end up alone
when my muchness
is revealed
you won’t follow
but this is mine
to understand
to own
every part of me
to hold her tight
love her close
to let her
be
I will not withhold
I am free
to live
exist
without explanation
follow
my bliss
